Battling anger on a daily basis!

Hi,

Well I just wanted to say a big thank you to everyone who reads my blog. I started it just as an online journal for myself to write thoughts about ho'oponopono down. Perhaps I'll make a book from this blog, who knows...?

Anyway, my big issue is anger. I know that it's inside myself. I know that every time I give in to anger, that's me telling God that I don't need him or his path, and I'll make my own way into the world. I guess anger is a pattern in my life I am used to, so when it comes, it's easy for me to give in to it. I can think all the positive thoughts in the world, and clean, and clean, and clean, but when I give in to anger, I am back to square one.

So now the trick is to catch myself leading up to anger, and stopping it by cleaning. I drink lots of blue solar water, I've been eating blueberries, strawberries, plums, oranges, chocolate, and corn, anything I can think of to help me clean. I wear Suzanne Burns necklace that Dr. Hew Len cleaned on...and still the anger comes.

I know this going to be an ongoing battle for me, as anger is the one emotion I seem to fall into time and time again. And the sad thing is, my spouse is the one that takes the blunt of the anger. So I need to recognize when anger comes on, take a step back, ask God to help me, and clean, clean, clean. I also need to stop talking about my day, or things that make me angry.

So for future, when someone inquiries how my day at work went, (and it wasn't such a good day), I am going to tell them it's not worth talking about, and clean, clean, clean, clean! I guess I also should look at this as an opportunity to clean and embrace it. Thank you for the opportunity to clean on you anger! I love you, I'm sorry, please forgive me, thank you!

On a positive note, I did get Dr. Hew Len and Mabel Katz latest teleconference, so I am looking forward to taking some time this weekend to listen to it.

Thank you again for reading, and helping me clean. The more of us that clean all these memories, the better the world shall be. So thank you Dr Hew Len, Mabel Katz, Joe Vitale, Saul Maraney, Pam, Erika, and the many, many others who are cleaning.

Remember everything begins with you, and you can't fix or solve someone's problems because it's inside you. So this anger that I have isn't being caused by work, or a frustrating computer program, it is from me, memories and data in myself that I need to clean on.

Peace begins with me!

T