There is always a silver lining!

Hi everyone,

Sorry I haven't been around, but my life has been busy working, commuting back and forth to work, and living with the in laws. So far it hasn't been bad. I am just taking it day by day and remembering to clean.

For awhile I admit things were rocky, and at times it was hard to stay positive, but with every negative thing, you can almost always find a silver lining. So while I've been busy cleaning, I have also been watching for the silver lining. It is so easy to slip into negative, it is familiar, what we know...how we react. But remember it is the memories, just clean and good things will flow.

For example, since relocating, money has been tight. But just when I thought I would run out of money, my expense money came in, and so did an unexpected source. The money I make at work, is more than I imagined, and they are going to pay for my moving expense too! Another thing that is unexpected.

Since moving here, people have been really nice and sweet and going the extra mile. Living in the city most of my life, I am so not used to that. I'm not sure if it's the ho'oponopono or just living in a smaller center, all the same I am thankful and clean on it.

Another plus is my spouse may have the opportunity to go back to school if he wants, or get a really great job. So remember my words, look for the silver lining and remember to clean.


I love you!

T

Blessings all around!

Hi.
Well my week was great, tiring but great. I think that once you get out of the feeling sorry for yourself stage and you really look at things, you'll see how blessed you are.

I'm still in the progress of putting my house up for sale, still paying for it to be empty. But the plus is I got my first pay from my new job and it's more than I've ever made. So I think I made the right choice moving here.

My spouse has finally joined me here and now he is looking for a job as well. So things may seem hard and tough in the beginning, just remember to work on cleaning those memories, and slowly things improve.

I just need to always be looking for the positive, and it's always there. I'm healthy, my family is healthy, I have a great job, I've made the move, and I am adjusting to life. So when life seems dark, just clean, clean, clean, and it will get better.

Sure I may have to pay for empty place, but God has given me resources that I can afford to do that. Just don't give up, and continue to practice ho'oponopono, eat lots of corn, drink chocolate milk, and drink blue solar water. I still pray to God, and I still fall asleep listening to Joe Vitale's "I love you," soundtrack. It's still the best thing I bought.

Till next time!

I love you!

T

Life is like a Roller Coaster!

Hi.
I'm back, I know two posts in two days, impressive! Well I had a bit of time and thought I would just write a little post to share my thoughts.

Turns out I can't rent out my place. So instead of giving up, I'm going to listen to all the people around me (who are also all the people inside my mind) and try putting the place up for sale. Perhaps this is what God wanted me to do and that is why my place wasn't selling.

Of course I have relocated to a different city, so I will have to pay for courier costs and such, to courier the keys to Mississauga, but I am trying to stay positive and have no expectations. I have been constantly cleaning on this condo that I just bought, perhaps there is some hidden reason that I am supposed to keep it? Perhaps I am just supposed to sell it, I don't know. Either way, I have taken the hint, and have decided to try selling the place.

Tomorrow I am back to work, also a very different environment than what I am used to, but like I said, I am trying to stay positive. God wanted me to move up north for a reason, so who I am to judge it? I will give it a fair try for a few months, and if it wasn't meant to be, than I will move back to Mississauga and look for a job there.

So for now, remaining positive, trying to connect with nature and just feel the energy of the world, and I am also trying to clean. I am sure God does want me to sell, as this seemed more easier and natural than trying to rent the place.

When the path seems too hard, there is a reason, you are not meant to travel it. When the path seems easy, and very smooth, that is probably the direction you need to go.

So for now, I love you!

T

Update

Hi
I apologize for not updating my site, but my life has been extremely busy.

First, still haven't rented out my place, so now I am paying for this empty place. Also I have made the move up north and now live with my in laws. I am trying to practice ho'oponopono regularly, and have managed to survive my first week at my new job.

And with all the stresses I have going on, the people around me have been great. Everyone has been so nice and helpful. For starters, I live with my in laws and don't pay any rent, as my place is costing me $1400 a month for me not to live in. Second, I started my new job, and everyone has been very nice and supportive there as well. I guess I was expecting the worst moving up north, but I have been pleasantly surprised how nice everyone is.

I'm still stressed about the condo being empty and me having to pay for it, but I am also just trying not to have expectations and clean on memories inside me that are causing the place to not rent.

This weekend my other half has returned and is having an open house to try and get the place rented out, hopefully he will come back with good news. But again, trying to have no expectations. Whatever doesn't kill you, will make you stronger, and more loving. I realize that it's not the end of the world, and God will help find a way for me. So if I'm not meant to rent out my place, that's okay. The worst is over, I have survived, and I am starting a new chapter in my life.

I will try to update my blog as much as I can, but for the next month or so, I don't really have regular internet access, as I do live with my in laws, but whenever I have a chance, I'll let you know. Thank you for everything. I love you!

T