Always trying to be grateful...

Looking back on my life I see that I have been blessed. And it's this attitude that I need to always be in.

Lately I've been trying to be more grateful. Grateful that I have a job, grateful that I may get a transfer, grateful that things always seem to work out.

I've been worrying a lot about money, more than usual. I guess it's the economic times. I've also been busy cleaning. I've almost gotten it to the point where my mind is quiet and than begins to clean. Sometimes I get stuck in memories, or self pity, but most of the time, I'm remembering to clean.

Okay back to money. So I've been avoiding doing my tax return because I've been worried that I'd owe money. Well finally I did, and turns out I'll get a nice return. Found money right when I needed it.

But before I did my tax return, I let go. I let go of what my expectations were. Only when I am able to do this, do things happen. If you can't let go, you are stuck in memory and you need to clean on that.

Times are tough, only if you make them tough. Remember to clean and it's amazing what happens in your life.

I love you, I'm sorry!