Remembering to Look Back

Hi,

Sorry I haven't written in awhile, I've just been really busy on life's roller coaster.

Work is tense, we are going through lay-offs again. I am not concerned, I just clean and try to be at peace.

My life has been really blessed lately, and when I look back, that's when it really jumps out at me. You see I've been reading A Course in Miracles , and it has really been hitting home. It follows closely with ho'oponopono. Reading this has been my reminder to clean and come from love instead of anger.

Here is a summary on what's been happening in my life:

• Feb (most people I was hired with were laid-off), I was one of the lucky ones to still have my job.


• Mar (again people were laid off), again I remained. But I had a bunch of bosses who I did not get a long with.


• Apr - people just started disappearing. The bosses I didn't get a long with were transferred to different departments.


• May - I got a coworker with attitude, I cleaned on this, and I was able to forgive and show love. She is actually a very nice woman who has a lot of insecurities.


• June - the cheap place we were supposed to move into fell through. We were able to find a small house to rent in two days. Also more lay-offs are happening, but I was just offered a job in a different city.

So my point for this post is to look back on the last six months and realize that you've been extremely lucky. I've survived at least three different lay-offs with only a year in the company. It's easy for me to be negative and be upset by the fact that I may have to move again, but maybe this was God's purpose. Who am I to question that? So I continue to clean and try to remember to come from love.