Hi
Lately I've kind of been standing back and watching my life. I find myself getting involved less and less, and am often able to stand back and be at peace.
One example, is the new apartment we were moving in, was cheap, but not nice. Anyway turns out the landlord went back on his word, so we backed out. My spouse stressed for a week about getting first and last months rent back, but I was at peace and when I remembered, I cleaned. Well sure enough we got a cheque and got our rent back.
Another example is once we backed out of the apartment deal, we had to find another in less than two weeks. Well again my spouse was stressing out, but I was at peace and just cleaned. I tried not to listen to his negativity, and whenever I could remember I cleaned. Turned out, within a day or two we found a tiny one and a half bedroom that we can rent ourselves. We don't have to share the yard, or deal with any landlords that go back on their word.
Now these are two highly stressful events, that I was able to step back from, remain at peace and just clean when I remembered. I am not saying I am perfect, at least a few times a day I get all frazzled over some event, but when I remember, I check myself and clean.
My current company I am working for, has relocated us, and may be laying off again. Instead of stressing, I am letting go, and cleaning. I do have a job interview, but I am trying hard to have no expectations, after all it's God who is watching out for me, not me.
Keep in mind when times are tough, don't let it get you down. Try to remember it's all inside you and you have the power to erase these memories not just from yourself, but from the world.
I love you!
T
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